Looking for Our Pineapple Under the Sea..

So we're going down to Vancouver this weekend to hopefully look at some houses.  We have had our eye on a few and then they vanish.  We must have good taste.  :)  We have a few picked out to look at and hopefully get secured with a deposit soon. 

That being said, I'm going to miss this house.  I fell in love with it when I first found it and I still love it 2 1/2 years later.  I wish I could put it on wheels and take it with me.  I hope I will love our next house as much as I do this one.  I hope my neighbors are as wonderful as what I have here and my last house.  I hope there are kids that my children can play with in the neighborhood.  I hope we find a good area. 

I have high expectations.  I'm nervous that I won't find a house to live up to my expectations. 

Lost

Sometimes I feel so lost.  Like today.  I don't know why.  I feel heavey.  Frustrated.  And I don't know where my life is going.  We're moving soon.  Leaving all my friends (most of whom are leaving eventually as well).  Starting over again.  I know at this point we can't afford for me to go back to college and I don't qualify to take out anymore student loans.  So I'm stuck here.  In my mediocre life.  I have an Assiciates in Nothing, and I sit at home staring at my computer when I'm not busy with my kids and volunteer work wondering what the heck God wants me to do with my life?  Should I be satisfied with where I am, a mother and wife? Or should I start striving for more?

OK...I need to take my vitamin D now.