Lost

Sometimes I feel so lost.  Like today.  I don't know why.  I feel heavey.  Frustrated.  And I don't know where my life is going.  We're moving soon.  Leaving all my friends (most of whom are leaving eventually as well).  Starting over again.  I know at this point we can't afford for me to go back to college and I don't qualify to take out anymore student loans.  So I'm stuck here.  In my mediocre life.  I have an Assiciates in Nothing, and I sit at home staring at my computer when I'm not busy with my kids and volunteer work wondering what the heck God wants me to do with my life?  Should I be satisfied with where I am, a mother and wife? Or should I start striving for more?

OK...I need to take my vitamin D now.